Well, things were looking better. My snow was slowly fading, my mind was racing (a good kind), and I was becoming efficient again. But, well, randomly, my snow
got 10x worse than it ever has.
Same with my auto kenisis.
But this time, things were not the same.
The snow, wasn't moving around as it usually does. It was still moving yes, but not like it's normal static self. I mean ahh, the amount of snow in my vision, going to the washroom I had to hold out my hand in the hallway. I felt blind. I've also been experiencing random back back, and holy crap it hurts. I can barely move.
Anyway this snows behavior was so different. And the auto kenisis was just crazy. To be able to sleep I had to close my eyes and try my hardest not to open them. One peek, and I was wide awake. I had things moving nearly 1 foot from their original positions. Everything was moving, it was crazy. Back and forth, warping, changing shapes. The darkness was interesting too. I was seeing random dark shapes, that reminded me of clouds. They were floating around my room, and instead of being pressed against things like snow, they were 3d.
And the snow too, it was acting different. It was becoming 3d too! I mean snow, is usually 2d, against things. It never actually separated, and seemed to be matter itself. But it did. It also changed a lot, like the size of the dots decreased. The snow, considering how much it lost its dynamics and how small the dots got, seemed like a film. A 3d one! Like water.
As for my senses, they became heightened beyond belief. I think that has something to do with how when you go blind, your other senses are increased. I wasn't blind, but there was so much going on I might as well have been. Yeah though, they were increased sooo much. I jumped from hearing a guy cough OUTSIDE my house. Yeah, not just noticed, but jumped. It seemed so loud.
Well, I guess this wasn't completely random. It happened after I read a novel from start to finish. The last harry potter book baby
. My back was in
severe pain, so I couldn't do much really. I decided to read it, and being my usual hardcore self I never stopped reading it until I finished. This is
actually what I think caused it. See, for one I was staring at the same spot (sort of) but looking back and forth (from reading!). This motion was repetitive,
and since I get after images.... Also, if VS is actually just noise in the system from it being over active then it would be my imagination. Books use a tonne
of imagination, everybody knows that. Well, reading a novel of that size start to finish may have started it.
In the end, I've never experienced snow that bad. Things were warping, melting, dark clouds floating around, snow so thick it seemed like a medium I was living in, and increased senses. Things aren't as bad now, but they are still bad. Considering the intensity, I'm going to go get tests done today. Wow, I thought I lost my mind again. Stupid crazy ass vision.
Cya guys later!
Same with my auto kenisis.
But this time, things were not the same.
The snow, wasn't moving around as it usually does. It was still moving yes, but not like it's normal static self. I mean ahh, the amount of snow in my vision, going to the washroom I had to hold out my hand in the hallway. I felt blind. I've also been experiencing random back back, and holy crap it hurts. I can barely move.
Anyway this snows behavior was so different. And the auto kenisis was just crazy. To be able to sleep I had to close my eyes and try my hardest not to open them. One peek, and I was wide awake. I had things moving nearly 1 foot from their original positions. Everything was moving, it was crazy. Back and forth, warping, changing shapes. The darkness was interesting too. I was seeing random dark shapes, that reminded me of clouds. They were floating around my room, and instead of being pressed against things like snow, they were 3d.
And the snow too, it was acting different. It was becoming 3d too! I mean snow, is usually 2d, against things. It never actually separated, and seemed to be matter itself. But it did. It also changed a lot, like the size of the dots decreased. The snow, considering how much it lost its dynamics and how small the dots got, seemed like a film. A 3d one! Like water.
As for my senses, they became heightened beyond belief. I think that has something to do with how when you go blind, your other senses are increased. I wasn't blind, but there was so much going on I might as well have been. Yeah though, they were increased sooo much. I jumped from hearing a guy cough OUTSIDE my house. Yeah, not just noticed, but jumped. It seemed so loud.
Well, I guess this wasn't completely random. It happened after I read a novel from start to finish. The last harry potter book baby
. My back was in
severe pain, so I couldn't do much really. I decided to read it, and being my usual hardcore self I never stopped reading it until I finished. This is
actually what I think caused it. See, for one I was staring at the same spot (sort of) but looking back and forth (from reading!). This motion was repetitive,
and since I get after images.... Also, if VS is actually just noise in the system from it being over active then it would be my imagination. Books use a tonne
of imagination, everybody knows that. Well, reading a novel of that size start to finish may have started it.
In the end, I've never experienced snow that bad. Things were warping, melting, dark clouds floating around, snow so thick it seemed like a medium I was living in, and increased senses. Things aren't as bad now, but they are still bad. Considering the intensity, I'm going to go get tests done today. Wow, I thought I lost my mind again. Stupid crazy ass vision.
Cya guys later!
